To sleep or not to...

Machinery requirement is achieved only when it is drained to the maximum power. same applies to our body. after a long day of running, running towards the sky in carrier, running to the treasure for family and running to the rainbow for love, running running and after more running, or body needs a break, heat generated by this friction, needs to be cooled off. machinery needs to be shut down, so that again when its switched on, it can work to its fullest capacity.

Sleep is what we call it. brain is half dead and only fatal part of it is active, the part which does not require any command, heart still beats, lungs still function and blood still runs, but all to their minimum level of power. so every morning the whole body feels like full of voltage, ready to run to its full power. 

Last few days, every morning i felt my body was not completely charged. i calculated the time and it came on an average around 7 hours and 35 minutes of sleep. it was within the essential requirement a body needs. 7 to 8 hours is what is called to be a perfect shutdown time. But then why i was feeling like i need some more? i realized that even after taking sleep of more than 9 hours, i was not feeling fresh, eyes struggle to open and body behaves like a zombie. whole day for even walking straight i was putting extra efforts. every now and then while working, eyes started to shut down in face of the monitor. every day i was making extra efforts to get more and more sleep, sometimes more than 10 hours, but nothing changed.

But this morning when i woke up, it felt different, better than last few days. day went fine without any hint of sleep deprivation. when i calculated the time i slept last night, i was really shocked. Only 4 hours of sleep. i realized that i was talking on phone for almost two hours yesterday night and went to bed only around 2:45. my alarm, without fail rings at 7, so it was just 4 hours of sleep and i was feeling alright, in fact better than the days when i slept for more than 8 hours. what was happening? i had no answer. 

I realized my sleep requirement has been decreased. what does that mean? does my machinery needs less rest in order to be perfectly functional or is it some kind of sleep disorder which needs to be fixed before machine is over heated. 

whatever it is, one thing is for sure, now i know what the problem is and a step ahead, i know what is the solution for this weird problem. i will keep a tap on the sleep as it needs some more research before reaching any solid conclusion, so only dilemma remains, to sleep or not to....

Ghosts are for real !!

Early twenties, it was not that chaotic like today. technology was just started taking over to our real life and was limited to upper class of society. internet was just a flu and was waiting to break like a plague, mobile phones existed but rare in the vicinity. In all a peaceful equilibrium of humans and machine.

Then there was a different species, if i can call it that, Ghosts. like a rainbow to a dog. if one can see, others can not even imagine. however hard one tried to draw a picture in his mind, it rejects it like a zero balance credit card. dogs are color blind by the way. so are we as a human, towards numeral aspects of life, with respect to time, in calculating size, in terms of velocity, distances, call it relativity. its all like a music to a serpent or like explaining the taste of a mango to a person who has never seen it.

Applying logic and Intellect disapproves the existence, so is applicable for almighty as well. believers and non believers are born from the same chemical combinations, with slight psychological biasing apart. you must know time is infinite, you calculate it for your own existence.

To know the truth, one must come out of the biased mind. existence and non existence will be like ether, clear and pure. God particles can be found so do Ghost molecules. Ghosts are not a part of dead, nor they are some creatures to haunt humans neither they are a wondering spirit or any single entity, they are collections. collections of in numerous aspects of our life from which we have closed our minds, they do exist, to know the real ghost one has to search within. enlightening of once soul makes one really believe in, and like a familiar ghost we call almighty God, other Ghosts are also for real...